Hello Followers.
I'm posting this because I need help. If you aren't willing to help, you need not read this.
I need your prayers and kind thoughts. If you could, please?
I'm so sorry to those of you who I know in real life. Especially you, Kairon.I was afraid if I told you, you wouldn't want to be my friend anymore. I respect you too much to tell you. I was afraid you'd treat me differently or stop wanting to hang out around me. I'm sorry to all those who hear this here. It's not right and I'm sorry. So sorry.
Recently, suicide has become a more real possibly. I'm bullied pretty heavily and it's only gotten worse. Much worse. So bad that there isn't a day that goes by that I don't write the note in my head, wonder if I'd be missed, wonder how I'd do it, wonder what would happen. Would anyone care?
I'm not an attention whore. I merely need help but don't know how to ask. Please don't insult me and call me names. I'm posting this because I need a friend. I need someone to care.
Will you be a friend or ignore this?
Please.
Please?
Please!
Please, someone be a friend.
Please help me win this.
I'm sorry, this isn't the happiest journal entry but I wouldn't post it unless I'm desperate. I'm sorry again guys. Especially you Kairon.